"NA NA NA NA HEY HEY HEY GOODBYE!" #2010memories

2010 was quite a year and NOT my favorite, but lemme tell you how I fixed it :)

Early 2010, I was on that 808's and Heartbreak type shitttt for the first time...so you know what I did... 

I gave a toast to the douche bags

for the assholes...

follow her----->@nanabuadu

and the scum bags everyone of them that I know

...(by the way...umm that aint water -_-)

baby I ran away as FAST as I could

Happy Cup specially made for Clarice @ an bachelorette party...they knew exactly who to save it for haha

After all that runnin, guess what I found? 

SHIIII A COUPLE BAD BITCHES THATS WHAT!!!

@ichythysfaith @deadartsociety @WifeyMaterialEO @_kemo_ @imgoodnewz 

@HuttoLove

@imgoodnewz @only4minor @nanabuadu @GoDJFuFuStick

@OTCGChrissyJ

@imgoodnewz @only4minor

@RillAsTheyCome @marierosewrites

@_ChamiiMAC

@JayneEhinmoro 

@kansolaadeo

1) they taught me the steps on how to be bout that lifffeeeeeee

(in case your wondering...that aint me in the stripes -_-)

2) arch my back -__________-

3) #WORK

4) Party & Bullshit

5) and love them UNCONDITIONALLY...they may be ugly as hell but somebody's got to tell em right? 

those were the 5 steps that mended my heart back together

2010 was a year for friendships. I found out the meaning of friends. Each and every one of my friends have a certain trait that I like and attached too. Their all different human beings and very different from who I used to be friends with in high school. LOL! This bond we have is something special like, we don't have to talk to each other everyday to know that we are friends. I can honestly say if we didn't speak in 10 years but they called the 11th year...I would be there. What makes them special also is the fact that I hate and love to be around them. 

I learned to appreciate what I have rather than what I lost...yes this year started off plexy with me, but everything happens for a reason. In 2010, I can definitely say I've never drank so much in my entire LIFE...that drank gave me lifeeeeeeeee. You wouldn't think I had pain, hurt, or anything going on...but that's the image I was trying to show....never let em' see you sweat. "through ALL things, we thank Him" keyword: ALL not 1, 2, or 3, but ALL. You know how everyone says every year is THEIR year...well yeah I'm saying it too...but for some reason I'm expecting the unexpected. Love life again Clarice? UMM....you never know with me :) I'm keeping all comments and sidenotes to myself and when "he" reveals himself is when "he" reveals himself. Point, blank, period. I just hope he's ready for me. One thing I stayed away from was ever fixing my lips to say "NIGGAS AINT SHIT" -________- my answer to females that say that is STFU!!! I refuse to give up on love or someone having the privilege/opportunity on loving me because of one small fuck up...that's just ratchet and childish. Just like females don't understand boys, honestly they'll never understand us #kanyeshrug 

It didn't take me till October 2010 to realize I was very childish LOL...yes my 21st birthday when I became legal. Realest church service was back in October, the Sunday ending my birthday extravaganza, Pastor Joel Osteen simply said "Let It Go" it's simple but shit alot of us can't do it. I learned sometimes your least favorite moments are the best teachers. I had TOO much pride sometimes I couldn't sleep at night. See we're quick to point fingers and say who's right and wrong, but NO one wants to be the bigger person and say "I'm sorry." Grudges suck so I broke it and I felt like a million bucks! Tomorrow is NEVER promised. 

Now as for 2011 goes...NO I'm not making any changes/promises about myself so sue me? I'm NEVER gonna stop cussing..I tried that and the shit just don't work ladies and gentleman...once a potty mouth ALWAYS a potty mouth. I honestly can stop if I wanted to. Believe it or not...people, everyday actions, and my family make me cuss! NEW YEARS resolutions are for SUCKAS!!! Only thing I can change everyday in 2011 is my underwear and that's because I have NO choice so...yeah OVERALL 2010 gets 10 stars regardless because I pulled through regardless of what I went through or overcame this year...IT WAS A BLESSING! PEACE TO THE MOST HIGH GOD and everyone I shared it with.

I'm not gon lie...I do want to work on being patient but shit my tolerance ain't talkin' bout it so when it's ready my patience will be too HAHA! 

Shoutouts to the following events of 2010:

-Nana Surprise Party

-TX State/UTSA Weekend April '10

-South Padre '10

-Kech's Surprise Party

-Olu's "Surprise Party" LOL

-KO Photography follow---->@kOnwu my nigga!

-My 21st Birthday

oh yeah...follow the goons :) 

HAPPY NEW YEARS PUNKINS! #BYE!

I just had to point this out LMFAO!!! Favorite 2011 status on FB

"If we textin tonight at 11:59PM and it get to 12:01AM and i aint text u back, that mean i left u in 2010..." -Lech