Transformation...for better or for worse?

Creative -_-

"They say people in your life are seasons, and anything that happens is for a reason..." -Kanye

Don't grab a portion, but a whole
and mold them into the person YOU want them to be...
show them their opponent, their reflection
usually that opponent wins due to issues with oneself
and if the reflection wins....leave them alone, the person is gone forever......
sometimes you gotta cry for those that can't cry for themselves
glad I met them then than now...there's a difference

Day 29...and I fit this dress

Ain't no fun unless we all get some o_O

Don't worry, I'll be there soon mama :)

Update on my #40DayChallenge 

1.) losing unnecessary weight

2.) getting pissed off

3.) wouldn't recommend anyone my size to try this at home -_-

no I wouldn't do this again but it helped me physically, mentally, and spiritually...I will complete this journey

No Pain, No Gain

how could you not love them...

First week of 40 Day Challenge completed...2nd week and I'm still in the beginning....

120 lbs...lose weight negative, just giving my body constructive criticism physically, mentally, spirtually

It's so funny how I told myself I would NEVER challenge my body...but I was put on 

the tricks about the challenge for me is not even the food its the workouts. NO i lied...the food too!

Stage 1-Excitement-eager to begin the process

Stage 2-Self Motivation-you keep telling yourself it's easy

Stage 3-Friends-you DONT have anyone's support LOL only YOU support yourself

Stage 4-Frustration-"this WONT hurt you why can't I eat it?"

I think I'm making progress though but more to the spiritual side rather than the mental and physical phase. It sucks when you have to send old habits in the trash. It's honestly a mental thing, your body is ready it's your mind telling you NO! 

Sunday's sermon was...."if you have joy, notify your face...it doesn't hurt to smile" -Pastor Joel Osteen

"i was lookin' at my resume...feelin real fresh today" -Kanye

the only 2 motivations I had which happen to be the creators of the #40daychallenge...my sister and Sandra

but follow them @Snook_theCrook and @CrY_stalz for tips on the #40daychallenge 

I WILL SURVIVE!!!