"They say people in your life are seasons, and anything that happens is for a reason..." -Kanye
Don't grab a portion, but a whole
and mold them into the person YOU want them to be...
show them their opponent, their reflection
usually that opponent wins due to issues with oneself
and if the reflection wins....leave them alone, the person is gone forever......
sometimes you gotta cry for those that can't cry for themselves
glad I met them then than now...there's a difference
Day 29...and I fit this dress
Ain't no fun unless we all get some o_O
Don't worry, I'll be there soon mama :)
Update on my #40DayChallenge
1.) losing unnecessary weight
2.) getting pissed off
3.) wouldn't recommend anyone my size to try this at home -_-
no I wouldn't do this again but it helped me physically, mentally, and spiritually...I will complete this journey
Stage 3-Friends-you DONT have anyone's support LOL only YOU support yourself
Stage 4-Frustration-"this WONT hurt you why can't I eat it?"
I think I'm making progress though but more to the spiritual side rather than the mental and physical phase. It sucks when you have to send old habits in the trash. It's honestly a mental thing, your body is ready it's your mind telling you NO!
Sunday's sermon was...."if you have joy, notify your face...it doesn't hurt to smile" -Pastor Joel Osteen
"i was lookin' at my resume...feelin real fresh today" -Kanye
the only 2 motivations I had which happen to be the creators of the #40daychallenge...my sister and Sandra
but follow them @Snook_theCrook and @CrY_stalz for tips on the #40daychallenge
and you have been WESTED! west + williams=a beautiful dark twisted fantasy
it would've been more epic if ALL the artists were here...sort of like a "we are the world" Pt. 2
epilepsy my ass...people just pick reasons to hate...that's your problem
It's March...meaning MARCH MADNESS!!! HEAD, SHOULDERS, KNEES, AND TOES! O_O
#MardiGras #2011
#Padre Vol.2 #2011
one of #theGoons birthday?! uh-OH
"let me tell you why I deserve to drink, because I still get my work done...I mean who doesn't need to celebrate for that?"
27 and don't know how to act
it looks conceited? naw...that's some of you people's problem today...you don't love yourself enough.
#N.O. with #theGOONS something wild...
smh didn't make it past 30 minutes -_-
very ironic that i saw this as soon as we got into #Nawlins
coconut rum gini? smh the person that sold us the drinks lied and said rum was in it smh they lucky i like the monkey -_-
got beads?
And through it all...I'm still a student...people believe when you go to college you have to eliminate you're lifestyle? In reality, in college you CAN mix business with pleasure you just have to know which one goes first. It's like the I before E except after C movement. Now ask yourself...what type of student would you be if you didn't have the friends, environment, and lifestyle you currently portray? I don't know about ya'll but regardless I handle my business...so I think I deserve to get throwed #shrugs
Well I remember the last blog in February, I said "something was resurrecting in my life" well it is, and it can't seem to disappear so obviously it will be my portion in due time o_O Earlier last week I read my horoscopes...I usually don't believe in that, but why was this quote a coincidence?
Daily Singles:
"A relationship you thought was developing might seem stuck in limbo. Don't get too discouraged -- it might just need a little more time. Focus on yourself and what you need right now. When they're ready, they'll come around."
Why ignite the flame if there was still sparks?
You know it's still there when you touch the fire and it burns...
A hunk of burning love...
That fire and desire
That Rick James and Tina Marie
Why do people wait so long...time waits for no man so watch the fire turn to ashes
It's like a chemical reaction...you can't turn it to its original state..I mean you can start over
But will be the same?
Everyone starts off as a small flame before it blazes
so let it blaze, let it blaze, let it BLAZE
You know it's hot when it looks bad, but it feels so G-O-O-D
like wax from a melting candle
Aaahhh Cloud 9
yeah that was one hell of a nightttttttt
Supposed to be living in the future
but my past has been coming back to haunt me
idk if it's testing me or it just doesn't want to leave just yet
but...I guess I can hang on
You know you're more likely to create destruction when you're bored
I learned that at 3am last weekend
not saying I regret it so there...
#cheers
Yeah we do what we can so we welcome you with open arms #theGOONS
#2011 why are you my favorite trending topic? It's just the beginning and has yet to reach the end. Every new year starts over and the saying goes, "out with the old and in with the new" well...I feel like the old is resurrecting itself...but I just can't seem to let it go so easily...this is what I wanted right?
I'm so new to this...or am I?
#dahwell I like the attention
it's #getchose what you people call it?
smh that phrase will die in Jesus name...oh yeah take "swaggy" with you too
words like that don't deserve suffixes on the end
#2010 remix
Now fellas are you gettin' up?
"Gettin' Up"--->Q-Tip
"It's a rat race and always for a girl And most scavengers have found the pretty pearl It's for the faint of heart who never get enough Gotta get tough, buckle em up, we call em duds"
That was so easy to say...wonder if guys really feel/think this way....is it your time to get up sir?
I can't get enough of this jam....how can you sleep on a veteran like Q?!
google Tribe Called Quest and you give me 5 reasons why you should (waits for replies)........
.......ehhh didn't think so -_-
I realized I don't really have a musical preference shit I still jam the Bee Gees HAHA
even if I don't fuck with the lyrics...the beat better kick ass!
Currently in the slab:
1) My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy-Kanye West
2) random mix tapes '80-'10
3) Teflon Don-Rozay
What's in yours?
I fuck with #2011 already, got a few things accomplished:
1) Gilly Hicks member
2) account in the positive #beautiful--->just in time for school
3) panty raid at Gilly...well meaning undie shopping
4) smh Clarice has done it again...(insider) shiiiii respect my conglomerate
My uniform consist of:
1) pajama shorts
2) a tank which I really do try to keep "my girls" intact LOL
3) a cardigan
4) flip flops :)
I ain't walk out the house like that though and even if I did...you gon' sign my damn check?
#epicmoment: "WTF ARE U WEARING SLORE!" -Wando
I spent $37 on 24 pairs of panties and lingerie today! WOO-HOO!
40% off plus clearance!!! Oh so you thought I wasn't a bargain shopper (slaps you vigorously)
Vicky Secret don't have hands for Gilly's sweet deals
So I was driving today and I was thinking...and made this up in my head...
A boy is your little brother
A young man is your friend
A guy is your significant other
A man is yours to the end....
See the cycle?
#pictureoftheweek Ladies should really practice being camera whores :)
1) they taught me the steps on how to be bout that lifffeeeeeee
(in case your wondering...that aint me in the stripes -_-)
2) arch my back -__________-
3) #WORK
4) Party & Bullshit
5) and love them UNCONDITIONALLY...they may be ugly as hell but somebody's got to tell em right?
those were the 5 steps that mended my heart back together
2010 was a year for friendships. I found out the meaning of friends. Each and every one of my friends have a certain trait that I like and attached too. Their all different human beings and very different from who I used to be friends with in high school. LOL! This bond we have is something special like, we don't have to talk to each other everyday to know that we are friends. I can honestly say if we didn't speak in 10 years but they called the 11th year...I would be there. What makes them special also is the fact that I hate and love to be around them.
I learned to appreciate what I have rather than what I lost...yes this year started off plexy with me, but everything happens for a reason. In 2010, I can definitely say I've never drank so much in my entire LIFE...that drank gave me lifeeeeeeeee. You wouldn't think I had pain, hurt, or anything going on...but that's the image I was trying to show....never let em' see you sweat. "through ALL things, we thank Him" keyword: ALL not 1, 2, or 3, but ALL. You know how everyone says every year is THEIR year...well yeah I'm saying it too...but for some reason I'm expecting the unexpected. Love life again Clarice? UMM....you never know with me :) I'm keeping all comments and sidenotes to myself and when "he" reveals himself is when "he" reveals himself. Point, blank, period. I just hope he's ready for me. One thing I stayed away from was ever fixing my lips to say "NIGGAS AINT SHIT" -________- my answer to females that say that is STFU!!! I refuse to give up on love or someone having the privilege/opportunity on loving me because of one small fuck up...that's just ratchet and childish. Just like females don't understand boys, honestly they'll never understand us #kanyeshrug
It didn't take me till October 2010 to realize I was very childish LOL...yes my 21st birthday when I became legal. Realest church service was back in October, the Sunday ending my birthday extravaganza, Pastor Joel Osteen simply said "Let It Go" it's simple but shit alot of us can't do it. I learned sometimes your least favorite moments are the best teachers. I had TOO much pride sometimes I couldn't sleep at night. See we're quick to point fingers and say who's right and wrong, but NO one wants to be the bigger person and say "I'm sorry." Grudges suck so I broke it and I felt like a million bucks! Tomorrow is NEVER promised.
Now as for 2011 goes...NO I'm not making any changes/promises about myself so sue me? I'm NEVER gonna stop cussing..I tried that and the shit just don't work ladies and gentleman...once a potty mouth ALWAYS a potty mouth. I honestly can stop if I wanted to. Believe it or not...people, everyday actions, and my family make me cuss! NEW YEARS resolutions are for SUCKAS!!! Only thing I can change everyday in 2011 is my underwear and that's because I have NO choice so...yeah OVERALL 2010 gets 10 stars regardless because I pulled through regardless of what I went through or overcame this year...IT WAS A BLESSING! PEACE TO THE MOST HIGH GOD and everyone I shared it with.
I'm not gon lie...I do want to work on being patient but shit my tolerance ain't talkin' bout it so when it's ready my patience will be too HAHA!
Shoutouts to the following events of 2010:
-Nana Surprise Party
-TX State/UTSA Weekend April '10
-South Padre '10
-Kech's Surprise Party
-Olu's "Surprise Party" LOL
-KO Photography follow---->@kOnwu my nigga!
-My 21st Birthday
oh yeah...follow the goons :)
HAPPY NEW YEARS PUNKINS! #BYE!
I just had to point this out LMFAO!!! Favorite 2011 status on FB
"If we textin tonight at 11:59PM and it get to 12:01AM and i aint text u back, that mean i left u in 2010..." -Lech
